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i make music under the name mylastloveletter. i also write screenplays. on here i talk about myself...
current projects: working on music, applying for jobs, gym and dieting | last updated: today
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there's something both lonely and freeing about releasing music into the void. nobody commissioned it. nobody was waiting. it exists because it had to. i've been thinking about this a lot while working on the new project — what does it mean to make art for yourself when you also secretly want it to reach people?
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third draft. third. the bones are right but something keeps shifting underneath me. I keep thinking about Iwai — how his films feel like you're watching someone's memory of a dream. that quality. I want that quality in words on a page somehow.
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nobody tells you the gym can be a spiritual practice. the weights don't care about your feelings. you show up or you don't. you lift or you don't. there's a clarity in that which I can't find anywhere else. lately it's been the one place where my brain goes quiet.
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rewatching lain again. it gets more real every time. lain didn't want to disappear — she wanted to be everywhere and nowhere, connected to everyone while feeling nothing.
the wired is just the internet people say, but I think the wired is the feeling of existing in too many places at once.
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the way light looks through dusty windows at 4pm. a song I heard through someone's headphones on the train. the specific tiredness that comes after a good workout. how everything feels a little more bearable when you have something you're working on.
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~/music :: mylastloveletterdiscography
i make music as mylastloveletter. it sounds like: late nights, film scores that never existed, things you feel but can't say. somewhere between ambient, bedroom pop, and whatever this is.
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single · 2026
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add your latest release. describe the sound, the feeling, what it was made from.
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EP · 2025
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a collection of something. describe what it meant to make it. what period of your life it came from.
~/writing :: screenplaysworks
i write screenplays. they are influenced by shunji iwai, wong kar-wai, and the feeling of being 17 in a city at night. some of them might become films. most of them are just things i needed to write.
logline / brief description of your screenplay. what it's about, the feeling of it, where it came from. keep it to a couple of sentences — just enough to make someone want to ask more.
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brief description of a short film script or another writing project. what drew you to this story.
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~/about :: Lwho
// L // mylastloveletter //
i'm L. i make music under the name mylastloveletter, write screenplays, go to the gym, and spend too much time thinking about films and anime.
things I love: serial experiments lain / shunji iwai / wong kar-wai / slow cinema / the gym at 6am / music that sounds like it was made in a room at 3am / the internet before it became this.
this site is my little piece of the old web. a place to put things. come back sometimes.
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